Last Party Break

Two more days till school starts again. Back to the boring old classroom, wooden chairs and 48 other people who think the same (generaly speaking). Well since i only have 2 more days school starts this calls for a P-A-R-T-Y! Not just any party a party with only your closest friends, at a beach, no parents, no rules. Just you, friends and a whole night to enjoy it. And the best part is, SLEEP OVER! This whole christmas break i've been going out and enjoying it as much as i can. Coming home late, going with friends to the mountains the best spot in the city, driving around. Everything we could think of. Ofcourse we were only a group of close friends who miss each other so much. We even spent new years eve together and had fun just being at a friends house and takin pictures. The sad part is that we don;t all go to the same school, so we decided to go out one last time before it takes us WEEKS just to go out for even 5 hours. We decided to hold this beach party. The party that i will surely remember before I have to puch my self to wake up 5:45 am and run to the cr for a cold bath. No rules will hold me back, no parents can tell me what to do. I will do whatever i want to do. I'm with my friends (two can't come sadly) But i'll make it seem as if they were there. As if they never told me they won't be coming to out last day to party for the break. No. They will be there. No matter what.

So i'm hoping this party would be fun. Weather people came or not i would still make it a memoriable one. I don't care if were only 3 or 5. Who cares as long as you came and enjoyed. After all, the school i'm going to sure doesnt know how to throw a party.Psh.

I'll write down everything that will happen tomorrow. It's a new year. And a new blog.

NIGHT :P

Blue Rose Red Lips

With a blossoming shimmer it stood there,

Caught by the shadows lonesome movement,

Partners with the leaf as long as child's hand,

And as thin as a paper alone on a desk,

Cellphone in hand,

Lipstick on a salute,

Hair still,

Not a wind felt by my skin,

Windows left untouched,

Mirror showing a vast reflection.

So many things in this room,

So little things with answers,

All collecting dusts from today and for tomorrow,

All sitting alone wanting to be felt,

A girl I am,

No ordinary one I may say,

I wonder at night in my head,

Alone, nay,

Peaceful , yes.

I reached the rose,

Parched its long body from the head,

Reached for the saluting lipstick,

Lips are darkened in a minute,

Sunglasses making its entrance as it stands at the corner.

Vanity stood its highest tonight,

The rose with the lips,

Parched lips meet again,

Water running down the neck,

Silence lingering.

I made it,

I made my mark,

Silent as a feather falling from a sky,

Fast as a cheetah hunting for its prey,

I made my art with this ROSE,

And these LIPS.

Never to parch with yours,

Never to miss those glimmering eyes in the sun,

And those soft yet warming cheeks at night.

RED LIPS BLUE ROSE.

I'll Miss You!

You've been with me for 5 years,
Hope on me,
Bite me,
You ran across the room as I walked passed,
You found grounds,
You made marks,
I'll miss you my rabbit,
I'll miss you a lot.

I cried for you as I heard,
I whispered for you as I thought,
I won't forget your soft, soft hug,
I wont forget your little teeth,
And that cute small mouth,
Those eyes that stare,
At me from you,

Don't forget that I'll always love you,
Don't forget that I never regret,
Those bites,
Those poop,
Those pee I see,
I'll remember those yells fro dad,
But I'll never forget how much I loved you!

So much I'll loose,
So much I'll miss,
But one things for sure,
I'll never miss,
I'll never love,
Something,
Someone,
As much as i miss and love you!

--This is dedicated to my rabbit who's been with me for 5 years and meant a lot to me.
My dear ANGEL ill miss you a lot i loved you a lot.--

Asked to be Answered, Answered to be Asked

I reached,
I yelled,
So far,
So near,
What mistakes,
What corrections,
So many questions I ask,
So many answers to be asked of,
What do you ask,
What can you answer,
What risks,
What pain,
What glory,
Do you answer questions?
Answer this.
How many answers and questions do you ask without asking and answering again?It's hard to see,
It's hard to accept,
Bu we never find the last answer of everthing,
Mindblowing isnt it.
Ask again?

From Him, My Heart

If I say I love you million times,
Still it won't be enough,
Because I just love you so much,
No one can say how much,
In my heart you will always be,
Forever, Forever,
Here or there,
Near or far,
My love will be,
Wherever you are,
I'll never leave your hand,
You are everything for me,
I can never see you sad,
Forever I'll be on your side,
You are the one,
You are my soulIf without you,
What the reason to live in this world,
I can touch the sky for you,
I'll always be with you,
You are my life partner,
No one, no one will take your place,
In this world until heaven,
I'll never break my promise,
You are the cure of my pain,
You are my AMAZING gal,
Because ever since you have come in my life,
You have completely changed my world,
That makes me believe,
I'll love you till the end,
Because it feels so great,
When you are around,
Happiness which I feel,
No one can ever describe,

from pavah..my one and only....i felt like crying when he made this for me =]

No Man nor No Immortal

I'm a traveler,
I walk for days and I make journals as you make smiles,
I make my journey a tale,
as you make your life a factor,
I wea rclothes from the trash,
As you wear clothes from the stores,
I eat food from scratch,
As you eat food from the world,
I sleep under a tree,
As you sleep on a wide bed filled with silk,
I meet people I talk to,
As you meet people who are opposite,
Im a traveler,
Young and old,
I dont know my age,
I have no birthday,
I speak no language that you speak,
I have no money nor no change,
I have no life nor am I dead,
I am no mortal nor am I immortal,
What you call me is true,
What you make of me is false,
I might be what you hear and speak of,
But I aint what you see,
Many options, can't you see?
Many words, can't you pick?
I am no man nor am I an alien,
I am what I am,
And i'll die as His own.
You speak again, you lie,
You see again, you betray your sight.
See what I see and let me hear you again.

--you see and you judge,but do you learn before you touch?--

The Lost Legacy

How many miles would you have ran for the one you love,

How many chances, mistakes and burdens would you have taken on?

What would you have given up for HIM OR HER,

What made you forget what you stand for,

What person do you stand from here on out,

Do you leave a legacy,

Do you leave a mark?

Your legacy,

Your story,

What do you make of yourself,

You left your home,

You left a legacy,

What have you forgotten?

What have you ignored?

Do you still stand alone?

Or do you stand confused?

You have choices,

You have feet,

Stand,

Shout,

And make your legacy stand longer.