newbee

okay so im a total newbee to this blog thing and all so bear with me if i look like a loser an all: ))

Starting from scratch isnt one of the things we people like to do right? I mean we always like to be at the top right away, sad to say that isnt one bit possible..nope not one bit..But thats the magic, starting from the bottom and reaching to the top. As hard and tiering as it seems it will be fun along the way. Name one time when you didnt have fun while starting from scratch... Okay maybe some people are out there who could answer that, but i mean comon isnt there atleast ONE time you had fun while trying to reach to the top. You might meet very hard challenges on the way. Like people who are afraid that youll over come them, or you being negative or anything possible thing that can stop you.

Take for example me I have a summer job (was forced to work.lol) at jollibee (for those who dont know who it is, its a fast food place). At first I wasnt one bit happy with the idea, my father came up with the whole thing i was hoping not to get into to it. I got in to it, i worked behind the counter, ashamed of what I was doing not realizing that it was actually helping me in many ways. Ok so 2 weeks past im starting to enjoy my time there (amazingly) and I actually do the job the regular workers do, which for me is kinda hard but I still give it ago. So i mean see you just cant start from the top and stay there, most likely if you start from the top you end up at the bottom... I might be embarassing and all but I mean face the things the others couldnt and feel proud, who knows if they did it they might stink more than you LOL

fun vs. boredom

People say that when you have fun time goes by fast, too fast that you wouldnt want the day to end, but when your bored and not really having a great time whenever you look at the clock it feel like the time is exactly the same as it was 5 mins. ago. Now that one thing I hate when having fun, having to have to end the day right away even thought you dont want to. We never notice the time whenever we have fun, you know why its because we dont want to. We wanna keep the day going till it cant go any further we wanna keep the fun alive and the boredom away.

Have you ever had this kind of feeling, I bet you have. Not one of my friends I know have not felt this feeling. Especially me and my boyfriend. Its sad it really is, but you know what theres actually an up side to it. Imagine, you had so much fun that day that maybe the next day you could have twice as much fun as you had the day before. Or vice versas you could not have so much fun as you had the day before. Now im actually making an effort to have FUN. Since my boyfriend is away for vacation (sucks to be me now) but like i want the days to go by fast so hell be back faster :)

well this is the end of my 1ST BLOG..yeepi me!!:))

well later :)